Sacrifice
And it's no sacrifice
just a simple word
it's two hearts living
in two seperate worlds
but it's no sacrifice
no sacrifice
it's no sacrifice at all
On november 12 of this year, my parents untied the legal knot and finally put that tug-o-war to rest. I learned of this today and I shed my fair share of tears. I don't know why I cried at all. I knew it was coming. It was always around the corner, we just kept avoiding it by turning around other corners. I now officially come from a broken home. Living the American way of life. crap. crap. crAp.
I'm happy for them, hopefully they can both move on and find happiness in their lives.
I'm going to be gone for a while. I have to focus on the rest of this semester. I have to engineer my ass out of this hell hole. To all of you I haven't kept in touch with that keep in touch with me via my blog, I love you all.
We lose directoin
no stone unturned
no tears to damn you
when jealousy burns
cold cold heart
hard done by you
somehtings look better baby
just passing through.
And it's no sacrifice
just a simple word
it's two hearts living
in two seperate worlds
but it's no sacrifice
no sacrifice
it's no sacrifice at all
On november 12 of this year, my parents untied the legal knot and finally put that tug-o-war to rest. I learned of this today and I shed my fair share of tears. I don't know why I cried at all. I knew it was coming. It was always around the corner, we just kept avoiding it by turning around other corners. I now officially come from a broken home. Living the American way of life. crap. crap. crAp.
I'm happy for them, hopefully they can both move on and find happiness in their lives.
I'm going to be gone for a while. I have to focus on the rest of this semester. I have to engineer my ass out of this hell hole. To all of you I haven't kept in touch with that keep in touch with me via my blog, I love you all.
We lose directoin
no stone unturned
no tears to damn you
when jealousy burns
cold cold heart
hard done by you
somehtings look better baby
just passing through.
thank you all, very very much
the turkey holiday is a day to be helpful by taste testing food, to eat and eat and eat, to be lethargic, and to take up space between a love hungry puppy and the fireplace. the past few years i got to spend this awesome holiday with the xF out at his fam's. this year i spent it with jess and her family here in lubbock. they live outside the city limits.. the drive reminded me of the drives out to lampasas.. the openess, the doggies, the house in the middle of anywhere texas usa.. with the exception that it only took a fraction of the time. :-). there's something about good ole american familiness that makes this holiday special. i almost kinda wished i was out there with his fam though.. something familar you know?
i hope all you peeps out there had a good turkey day.. i know i did. i go see if i can muster up the warmth to travel to a tv to watch cartoons... you guys be good and be thankful for whatcha gotta be thankful for.. i'm thankful for all you guys.
luve you all,
hieu
the turkey holiday is a day to be helpful by taste testing food, to eat and eat and eat, to be lethargic, and to take up space between a love hungry puppy and the fireplace. the past few years i got to spend this awesome holiday with the xF out at his fam's. this year i spent it with jess and her family here in lubbock. they live outside the city limits.. the drive reminded me of the drives out to lampasas.. the openess, the doggies, the house in the middle of anywhere texas usa.. with the exception that it only took a fraction of the time. :-). there's something about good ole american familiness that makes this holiday special. i almost kinda wished i was out there with his fam though.. something familar you know?
i hope all you peeps out there had a good turkey day.. i know i did. i go see if i can muster up the warmth to travel to a tv to watch cartoons... you guys be good and be thankful for whatcha gotta be thankful for.. i'm thankful for all you guys.
luve you all,
hieu
The Cat in the Bath
So I was taking a nice salt bath.. with salts my daddy sent me.. cause i deserved a salt bath today... about 20 minutes into my soaking, there were these pair of green eyes and furry ears peeking over the edge of my tub.. it was Vivi (my cat). He sniffs the water and decides to join me for a hot steamy salt bath with Chamomile and Jasmine.He gets in and stands there... in the hot water.. up to his little neck.. just standing there.. wondering how the hell im enjoying this, i'm sure. I think the warm salt water in his bum made him stand still for a bit... I gave him a good soaping and he took it like it was nothing. I wish I had a camera.
So I was taking a nice salt bath.. with salts my daddy sent me.. cause i deserved a salt bath today... about 20 minutes into my soaking, there were these pair of green eyes and furry ears peeking over the edge of my tub.. it was Vivi (my cat). He sniffs the water and decides to join me for a hot steamy salt bath with Chamomile and Jasmine.He gets in and stands there... in the hot water.. up to his little neck.. just standing there.. wondering how the hell im enjoying this, i'm sure. I think the warm salt water in his bum made him stand still for a bit... I gave him a good soaping and he took it like it was nothing. I wish I had a camera.
in your best Gomer voice: surprise suprise!
amazing what you learn about a person in their inebriated states. i learned quite a bit about this person i've taken an interest in. he really isn't as bad as i give him credit for being, and his tactics aren't exactly what my homies have prescribed
that or he really IS a playa.. we shall see.. stay tooned!
amazing what you learn about a person in their inebriated states. i learned quite a bit about this person i've taken an interest in. he really isn't as bad as i give him credit for being, and his tactics aren't exactly what my homies have prescribed
that or he really IS a playa.. we shall see.. stay tooned!
homesick
it's down to 23 degrees in Buttock's Land Texas and as i look out my window, i'm reminded of how far away from home i am. it used to be a decent 2.5 hour peaceful drive to the home cooked goodness. now it's a grueling, ass numbing, tear jearking drive through wilderness that i'm more than happy to make -- just not back.
i haven't kept in touch with home in a long long time. i'm a bad kid for not calling home more. i know if i do call i'll do one of two things: 1) lose my patience or 2) start crying for no reason.. why? cause i'm homesick.. and dad was here not too long ago.
dad's are great. i love my daddy. my daddy rocks... my daddy came to visit a while ago and we actually had a conversation that didn't involve school for once. we even went shopping together. he sent me a care package with bathsalts and vitamins... and today i got an email with a special picture that brought tears to my eyes and made me miss him.
i think what sucks and why i'm homesick is because i know that this semester will be disappointing yet again.. but if i were closer to home it wouldn't be -- and that's mostly due to me feeling better when i'm around people that i know love me and i them. and when i feel better i do better...
it's down to 23 degrees in Buttock's Land Texas and as i look out my window, i'm reminded of how far away from home i am. it used to be a decent 2.5 hour peaceful drive to the home cooked goodness. now it's a grueling, ass numbing, tear jearking drive through wilderness that i'm more than happy to make -- just not back.
i haven't kept in touch with home in a long long time. i'm a bad kid for not calling home more. i know if i do call i'll do one of two things: 1) lose my patience or 2) start crying for no reason.. why? cause i'm homesick.. and dad was here not too long ago.
dad's are great. i love my daddy. my daddy rocks... my daddy came to visit a while ago and we actually had a conversation that didn't involve school for once. we even went shopping together. he sent me a care package with bathsalts and vitamins... and today i got an email with a special picture that brought tears to my eyes and made me miss him.
i think what sucks and why i'm homesick is because i know that this semester will be disappointing yet again.. but if i were closer to home it wouldn't be -- and that's mostly due to me feeling better when i'm around people that i know love me and i them. and when i feel better i do better...
What I lack in common sense, I make up for by wearing Sambas
...because SamBas make it all better.
...because SamBas bring whirled peas.
...because SamBas unite.
...because SamBas identify.
...because.
one would think that one would have learned by now, that certain people aren't worth fretting over, and yet one still frets.. and this one who frets, if she had common sense, wouldn't fret.
...because SamBas make it all better.
...because SamBas bring whirled peas.
...because SamBas unite.
...because SamBas identify.
...because.
one would think that one would have learned by now, that certain people aren't worth fretting over, and yet one still frets.. and this one who frets, if she had common sense, wouldn't fret.
famous last words
from the dood on the phone as you finish registering for classes at UT:
"Good Bye And Good Luck."
That's all Folks.
from the dood on the phone as you finish registering for classes at UT:
"Good Bye And Good Luck."
That's all Folks.
home cooked goodness
something about food my mom and dad cook for me makes me feel ooh soo good. it's better than any high priced fancy schmancy msg-laden goodness i can find anywhere. the only other goodness that just might beat that is the home cooked goodness i've been most privilaged to enjoy courtesy of the extremely talented guy in my lab.
food is good.
3 meals a day is good.
sleeping enough is good.
talented guys who make me food and remind me to sleep - priceless.
things i got to do that made me feel good
watch SambaMike play Soccer
saved a drunk friend from driving home drunk
visited a friend
something about food my mom and dad cook for me makes me feel ooh soo good. it's better than any high priced fancy schmancy msg-laden goodness i can find anywhere. the only other goodness that just might beat that is the home cooked goodness i've been most privilaged to enjoy courtesy of the extremely talented guy in my lab.
food is good.
3 meals a day is good.
sleeping enough is good.
talented guys who make me food and remind me to sleep - priceless.
things i got to do that made me feel good
watch SambaMike play Soccer
saved a drunk friend from driving home drunk
visited a friend
no feel good
you know when you get into someone elses new car and they still have the airbag safety notice sticker still on the dash. well they start up the car right as you're reading it and it blurs for a second as the car does the vibrating thing and your eyes can't keep up? that instant in which the car is vibrating to the point where you can't read the words is how i feel inside.
i'm broken.
need fixing.
as a side note: if i wait things out, it usually ends up the way it should. it's the matter of waiting that i'm not good at. i'm impatient as Sadie noted. i hope the waiting thing works out for everything else.
another note: i went to church yesterday. i was even early enough to catch the rosary. it felt good.
last note, i promise: there are a few things i want to change about myself. ha good luck.
you know when you get into someone elses new car and they still have the airbag safety notice sticker still on the dash. well they start up the car right as you're reading it and it blurs for a second as the car does the vibrating thing and your eyes can't keep up? that instant in which the car is vibrating to the point where you can't read the words is how i feel inside.
i'm broken.
need fixing.
as a side note: if i wait things out, it usually ends up the way it should. it's the matter of waiting that i'm not good at. i'm impatient as Sadie noted. i hope the waiting thing works out for everything else.
another note: i went to church yesterday. i was even early enough to catch the rosary. it felt good.
last note, i promise: there are a few things i want to change about myself. ha good luck.
death
i haven't written in a while because i've been busy, and mostly bothered. i found out recently a friend of mine was diagnosed with cancer. that scared me. it still scares me. i also found out that someone i knew died recently and suddenly. while he wasn't a close friend, he was someone i saw on a regular basis and that saddened me. and the kicker: last weekend i was doing homework with a friend and he asked me if i had a book called Engineer to Win. I said ofcourse! It's one of the most awsomest books ever written by the one and only.... and he said back to me, yeah, the guy died recently. suck.
i haven't written in a while because i've been busy, and mostly bothered. i found out recently a friend of mine was diagnosed with cancer. that scared me. it still scares me. i also found out that someone i knew died recently and suddenly. while he wasn't a close friend, he was someone i saw on a regular basis and that saddened me. and the kicker: last weekend i was doing homework with a friend and he asked me if i had a book called Engineer to Win. I said ofcourse! It's one of the most awsomest books ever written by the one and only.... and he said back to me, yeah, the guy died recently. suck.
Women - Part gazillion
i like to think that i can find chickies that are as cool as dj jammies or bootycallin jessee. but no. pretty much, all women (besides those two) are pretty much the same, bad mouthin, lyin, cheatin, stealin, bitches and whores. maybe it's because i'm in this ashtray of texas. i didn't notice this problem as much in austin. i'll go ahead and say what's on my mind. they's this one lil ..person.. who owes me some serious cash. and i better get it monday or there will be words spoken to certain people.
i like to think that i can find chickies that are as cool as dj jammies or bootycallin jessee. but no. pretty much, all women (besides those two) are pretty much the same, bad mouthin, lyin, cheatin, stealin, bitches and whores. maybe it's because i'm in this ashtray of texas. i didn't notice this problem as much in austin. i'll go ahead and say what's on my mind. they's this one lil ..person.. who owes me some serious cash. and i better get it monday or there will be words spoken to certain people.
